Mill hun I just want to say that your not alone out here.
Life is frustraiting to say the least and computers are no easy ride, they do however offer us a world of knowledge and chance to talk with folks from all walks of life and from all over the globe. I hope you dont place too much into the Valentines Day thing, its really just another day and allowing it to be more then that can throw your emotions around badly. Speaking from personal experience.
Anyway hun if you need some help, and are ready to explore your downloading a bit.. just let us know.